cross necklaces and makeshift earring backs

I lost the back of my earring. 

my makeshift earring back.

i cut my bangs. i know. theyre not cute. but they are kind of. no? 

there was this young girl at my church, her name was tracy. and she had a little bowl cut very similar to the image you see here. and i thought she was ugly cute. and. 

i got tired of my hair. im getting it cut soon for real anyway. its fine.

oh and,

i got the storm as a graduation present, good uncles. touch is throwing me off. i cant type as fast as i could on my pearl but, it looks cool. and thats what matters in life. looking cool.

My aunt and uncle gave me the cross necklace. my NY aunt gave me the bible charm. 

Gods word around my neck. my sword. too bad its not in my brain. memorized. dang it.

the cross, its weird.

such a terrible gruesome painful inhumane cross, 

symbolizing the worst kind of death 

can be put on a white gold chain as some sort of beautiful adornment. 

throw a diamond in the middle. youre good. consumerism. 

 

what i deserved versus what i received and continue to receive in knowing Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. the full wrath of God versus the grace and mercy i receive instead.

be pleased to move this heart Lord.

Mark 15

The most impacting, moving sermon I've ever heard in my life.

Do me a favor

go to resolved.org

scroll all the way down, 

look to the right hand side under "2008 downloads,"

DOWNLOAD Resolved 2008 Session 11 CJ Mahaney

make time and listen to it all in one sitting

and after words praise Him like you never have before in your life.

At City Church today, 

we praised Him with How Deep the Fathers Love for Us

This one is beautiful truth, the whole gospel,

Here in the power of Christ, I'll stand.

Exodus 4:10-12

10 Then Moses said to the LORD, "Please Lord, I have never been eloquent, neither recently, nor time past, nor since You have spoken to Your servant; for I am slow of speech and slow of tongue."

11 The LORD said to him, "Who has made man's mouth? Or who makes him mute or deaf, or seeing or blind? Is it not I, the LORD?"

12 "Now then go, and I, even I, will be with your mouth, and teach you what you are you say."

My Legacy for Him

I will be used by God to be a light in the dark superficial materialistic harsh beautiful creative lovely innovative fashion industry. I will be a light in that place, giving God all the glory. He will use me to bring His people to Him, through my words but even more so through my actions.

I will be an encouragement to Christians in the industry as well as a pioneer for other young Christian women who want to serve God in this industry with the gifts He has blessed them, us with.

Fashion HATES and LOVES to come.

love for new york.

Gods TRUTHS the reality of spiritual warfare.

kanye west. 

currently listening to: britney danity beyonce

wine sisterhood CUPCAKES davis

Community <3

photoshoots. future. praying for my future husband.

staying and RESTing at the foot of the cross 

in His presence satisfaction and contentment there.